Monday, October 8, 2012

Mojo

I'm in a bit of a funk. Hence the lack of blogging. I've started a few blogs that I didn't finish. I've got ideas in my head that haven't made it out of my head.  

My 2nd work inspection isn't going as well as we'd hoped and honestly, it sucks. And it shouldn't affect me as much as it is, but I had some big plans  for when I came back from maternity leave that might be off the table now. I work in a insanely regulated environment. I feel like most people do their job and then their boss says 'Good job' or 'You suck'. But in my job, after your boss tells you how you did, all the bosses get together and rate you. And then after that, regulators come in and look at your work (which your boss already said 'Good job' about) and says 'You suck'. Does that make sense? Probably not.  Long rambling point? It has me really feeling down right now.

I am trying to focus on all the great things in my life because I KNOW I am super {beyond super} blessed.  But sometimes that's hard.  I might have done just a little {meaning A LOT} of emotional eating the last few days.  And not worked out AT ALL.  

So it's a new week that ends with a trip to Vegas with my sweets. So here's to getting back on track and finding some mojo along the way!

5 comments:

plauschinat said...

That stinks, I'm sorry. I crave validation from my clients and when it doesn't come as I have hoped, it can be so upsetting....like getting a poor grade on a test. Isn't it great that our kids could care less about how work is going...I love trying to focus on Harper when things are stressful at work.

the blogivers said...

Hoping your week only goes up from here!

Adventures of Three Harts said...

Surely a trip to food heaven will bring back some mojo!
Please eat at California Kitchen Pizza! I'm dying for some!

Melissa said...

Maybe we will see you in Vegas! Getting there Wednesdsy night, can't wait!!!

KristenW said...

Keep your head up, girl. You are awesome. Don't let the man get you down. Lots of awesome stuff in your future! XO